Hi Tirina, well… if my article didn’t go some way to explain what happened to Cain I’m not sure I can add much more. I am sorry that you are suffering and I do hope that you find peace with God. You may find this video helpful: ARE YOU ANGRY AT GOD? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rBe0jxuhK2g Did God disappoint you? It’s possible to have resentment towards God, even if you don’t really think or talk about it. In this video, Ray Borzone shares some of the indicators of having a grudge against God, then shares the steps to move you forward.

I want an apology from God. I didn’t ask to be born. I didn’t choose my narcissistic toxic destructive family. I didn’t eat the fruit. I should not be punished for what others did. That is like the crappy teacher who punishes the class for one student. Why did God reject Cain’s offering. To teach him a lesson. Why not teach Abel that lesson. God hates plenty of people. Esau comes to mind. Your answers are hollow. Explain to me why God would be so cruel to Cain??? Why not test Abel? Why did Cain get screwed??

Hi Tristan, I wrote this article because that is a conclusion that many reach, but it’s a very destructive one and only leads to more pain. Maybe read the article again and see if something in you rises up to overcome these feelings of resentment and toxicity. “ The question is, are we going to deal with the pain of life, or will we let it deal with us?”